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you know I cant count on one hand all the things I've done wrong in my life I've all ways been the designated superman you know mr. nice guy all my life I live 30% tips I listen to peoples problems with out judging them I will let any one I know with I like them or not stay at my house if they have no where to go this has always been a wide known fact in Thornton if you need help go to Brandon I mean dont get me wrong I can be a total dick some times and believe it or not this nice guy thing was never to get peoples approval or thanks its just how I was reased if you wernt nice in my family you got the shit knocked out of you but Im 18 now and in 18 years of being nice I can only at this time think of 3 people who are actually thank full to me every one eals just ether tacks advantage of me or is really mean to me probable to see if thay can break me and make me mean and bitter like the rest of the world now that will never happen I will always stay true to myself and be the kind person I am but its really starting to get to me pleas some one out there look into your hart and away from your own problems for a minuet and help me out Im sopost to be the superhero who fixs ever thing but right now Im the one who needs help

look at this shit www.youtube.com/watch?v=s16a3C…

let me tell you a little about romance.

what dose a bath tub a bunch of rose paddles and a bottle of pink zinfandel mean to you well let me explain. Having never really experienced romance before I had no idea how nice it is just the thought of some one trying extra hard just to make something special for YOU its amazing. Okay I'll expand on that I'm dating this work of art named Alex and so far hes been very prude but that didnt bother me so I get a call from him asking me to come over to his place he lives in this crappy mobile home with his dead beat dad but what ever. So I'm all existed I'm like yayness I get to hang out with Alex so when I get there the front doors open right and the lights are off so I call out Alex and he says back come to the bath room and I think "the bath room?" but I open the door to the bath room and the whole room is lit with candelas the bath tub is filled up and heres the part that made my hart melt like hot butter the serfice of the water was covered in rose paddles you want to know if it gets better right well hell yes it gets better on a little tabbal next to the tub was a whole bottle of pink zinfandel squeeeeee my favorite wine and I wont go any ferther then that but I really think Im in love with Alex I just cant get enough of him whin I'm with him I actualy miss him thats how awesome he is.

can you say bath tub sex I know you could and no I will not expand on that

so I was siting in my favorite chair thinking about weather or not smashing a person up with a bat would fell like smashing a pumpkin then I stop and thought man Im bat shit bonkers arnt I